J- World

tire

2005-04-23T18:20:00.000-07:00

have been tire this two days.thursday, went to the funeral and stayed there till 3 plus 4a.m with my other friends then went home. bout 6.30 den went to school. friday had a soccer match, we won 7-2 and i score 1. have been very long since i score a goal. after the match walk around the area den went home. bath already went to the funeral again and stay there till this morning. the van driver's wife actually went to the funeral. what about he himself? Scare? Guilty? watever!! even if he came, think he will be beaten up by my friend's father. haiz still tinking of him greatly. one less brother.

this world is unfair!!!

2005-04-21T01:43:00.000-07:00

This world is just so unfair!! i have to say sorry if i offended anyone today. this few days will be my worst period of time.one of my best childhood friend had passed away. i cried yesterday. never cried bcoz of a guy before. we are just like brother together with some. we grew up together since young. its just so unfair to let him go now. he is one of the most perfect child i ever knew. u may say tt bcoz he had passed away thats y i say this. but read what he did that let me admire him so much. he has a younger brother who is sec 3 now. but he is playful, like basketball alot. their parents were both working and he had to cooked dinner for his whole family. he stay at home mostly not like us. his mum use to take care of a baby to earn xtra income. but his mum went out to work other job and my friend had to look after the baby. he bath for him, make him sleep and feed him without any complaints. he like fish alot and dream of having a fish farm. but now ..... if not for the bloody speeding van, he would be working hard for his dream. he just dont deserve to leave this world so early at the age of 16. i cried for him feeling really painful in my heart. if the one that leave this world is a AH BENG that got into a fight and die i would not care much. serve him right! i just hope the bastard driver sentence to death or imprisonment forever! i have no mood to study this few days really hope time can go back and he will not leave us so early.... REST IN PEACE

loser

2005-04-02T15:17:00.000-08:00

sorry agaIn huh nv update coz laptop kena viruses den cant use. bt nw ok aldy. alot of things happen in btw tis period of time. the worst is when we lost the street soccer match against the sec 4 acadamic. very pissed off about tt match. street soccer is our best bt we lost to them. so wad if we had stopped playing street soccer 4 very long? big deal? even if lost we shld nt lost by 3 goals!! i hate the feeling nv had such F feelings b4. even when we lost a soccer match in yhe field. really missed the days when we kpt playing street soccer and we r quite good at it tt we beat the ITE boys... going into a match wif confidence tt we can win bt aft tt match against 4A, i kinda dun feel like playing soccer anymore? im seriouse tis time. may play a few games bt nt like in the past kpt asking them to arrange match or go out play. bt i will play in the next match against the 4A coz i dun tink we r lousier dan them i want my revenge huh and boast my morale. tink everybody shld noe tt when i grew up i 1 2 be a soccer player n play for singapore huh. i use to really tink tt i can do it, at least be a soccer player bt nw i dun tink so. Haven attend a rugby training for bout a month aldy. tink my fitness level is damn low. dun like the training session nw. find it boring. bt dosen mean i dun like rugby. i like rugby, i like the feeling when we r playing a match n scoring trys. bt haven play a single match for a long long time. they say we r havin tornament in the coming weeks. i want to participate in it bt doubt george will let me play bcoz of my attendence or mayb he aldy lost hope in me? watever la juz lost every hope of being a sports player. had been dicussing wif my mly fres bout which poly to go aft Os. i tink if i can make it i will go temasek poly 4 the sports course. i like sports alot n the other course provided is bout science or watever tt nds subject tt im very weak. so oni left sports huh. k la stop here bye

confused

2005-03-16T22:45:00.000-08:00

sorry huh past few days never blog coz busy + tire + lazy. k la saturday went to east coast wif my malay friends ar den overnite there.. haha its damn fun bt tirin n gt a few cuts coz we surprising played touch rugby on the beach!! haha miracles huh? to tink me RECENTLY keep skipping rugby training wif NUH, 2 b playing rugby during our own outing!! haha den later play beach soccer n swim ar. at nite me yusri n NUH gt our own MAN'S talk while P.E izzat n afiq havin their 'indian boy' talk..haha den bout 1 plus izzat tell ghost stories which some is very lame like the frog marching bt some are scary ar. then sunday morning go swim play2 den bath aldy go suntec coz gt cheer leading competition!! go there watch ar. den today nth much la went to queensway collect our jersey bt the auntie say nt ready! F her ar waste my money n time take bus go. today the lower sec is having their rugby tornament ar. bt juz found out from kelvin that they lost 2 of their 2 matches. nvm ar last time we oso like tis ma bt abit better la. tink mayb they played against SJI n 1 ANG MO sch!! so mayb oso unlucky ar they all... how i wish the senior can play against SJI huh? hate tt school to my ass sia.. N also ACS, duno y hate bois school!! den 2molo havin a friendly rugby match against St Andrews. i dun even noe wheather i 1 2 go play anot? nt me nt interested in rugby juz dunoy hate the sight of sumone in the team tt make me feel borin bout it! not for him, i may be attending every rugby training session!! haha nvm tonight slp c wads my dream ar, if its a gd dream den tink im goin if nt sorry!

sad

2005-03-11T22:30:00.000-08:00

duno why kinda not in the mood today. sold my hp for $150 nw no phone. so if u all call or sms i nv reply. sorry! reach home about 10 aft going desmond hse play. switch on the com n wanted to c sum1 blogspot bt she changes her password. duno y when i found out even her friendster profile changed, i felt very sad n bad har. i haf nothing to sad. wad i said to anyone in the past is the true dun believe den i haf nth to say.!

baD DAy

2005-03-10T20:53:00.000-08:00

today wake up den bath all tis den 1 put contact lens bt cant find it den wear specs to school boring sia... bt nvm ar same handsome ma, np worries. den aft sch gt the stupid chinese compo workshop didn even learn anyting sia. den tot wanna go toa pa yoh sell hp den yusri they all bastard wanna act committed go rugby... den aft the workshop wanna go hm slp dun1 2 go rugby. on the way dwn the stairs GeorGe who is the sch teacher cum rugby coach saw me. den no choice haf to go rugby.coz nv bring boots and shorts den cant train. stand there watch them train. wld rather train dan stand there feel like slpin bt cant.hmmm sms her say mayb sellin hp tis few days so cant sms aldy.SORRY! bt oso gd har her bill wun explode. k la stop here go makan

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2005-03-09T17:31:00.000-08:00

Hey... created this blog at NUH house with all their help. now at his house slack ar den boring sia. ytd met *J* after rugby trainin then talk2 with her for bout 2 hours. quite fun talking to her coz she know how to crap har? tink so. den went home bath makan relac online den slp. nv sms *J*. not purposely coz saw her like very tire den dun wanna disturb. today boring sia in claz like 1 2 sleep but cannot coz WanGgggg lesson. my winning eleven skills is like lost har? last time can easily thrash NUH nw waolao lost to him sia... tink nt my fault ar i gib chance ltr everytime win pple porale loss rite. or mayb MANU out of champion league den me no mood for soccer? tink so la... NUH i will be BACK